2005-12-06

conditional...

I don't know why, but lately I've felt a lot like my friendships are really fragile. I mean, I've felt a lot like if I'm too persistent or say too much of what I feel or whatever, that my friends will just leave me behind. I don't think they've done anything really to fuel this feeling, at least I can't think of anything... I don't know what the problem is. Thankfully I don't have this feeling with a number of key people, my wife mainly, my parents, sister, etc... and it's not with all my friends either... just a general feeling... maybe I just have too strong of a desire to commit... I don't know... anyway, I think this again will require some quiet thought alone with my heart and God and allow some processing.

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